Oh dear, I stare at a blank computer screen, and feel the same anxiety creeping up: what to write? Let's get on with it and try to have some fun in a lesson-learning world. After all when I'm not learning, I repeat the same damn mistakes; like sitting here waiting for the computer to 'give me words'.
My favorite read right now comes from E. Stanley Jones. He writes: "The successes of life are often the simplicities of life." Then he shares a situation of a British Ambassador's wife. She sent a request to reserve a front row seat at one of Mr. Jones' meetings. It was explained that an ambassador's wife should never sit with anyone in front of her. Mr. Jones says, "What a complication to live by! I could sit anywhere; I was free! Bondage to prestige is bondage." Thank you Mr. Jones!
Writing has been far from my thoughts. The whole Internet world has taken a back seat, being replaced by the love of being in the fresh air. I simply cancelled my reservation for a front row seat by my laptop. I would visit all of my favorite blogs, but even commenting meant my fingers had to touch the keys. I'm not sure if I can adequately explain what I mean... so I'll fore go it. I'm here at this moment and there's something to write.
You might think it was a time for me to 'soul search' and that's workable. A time to invest in the subtle nourishment I get from digging in the garden, certainly helped. Either way or any way, love of something bigger than myself was so 'knocking at my door'. How often I can get caught up in self reliance. In fact my own inadequacy has served a better cup. My path runneth over!
Yesterday a friend and I gathered grapes from an old vine that has returned to life! The grapes are dark purple and are so sweet. Nothing my hands did revived that vine. I munched on a pear from a nearby tree while she plucked grapes from the higher branches. I failed to mention the crazy grape vine was climbing up a tree for more sunlight. There are still lots of clusters to ripen. The pears need another week - hopefully the squirrels will hold off on their attack. They only want the seeds but will destroy a whole pear to get there.
Okay, I don't have the fanciful gardens. I barely write anything more than a simple story of what I live daily. The fact that it's been eight months since my last post tells me I'm living differently. Maybe more simply. Enjoying freedom through simplicity. And for the reader that stops by for a visit... something that frees me - might free you? Or something that frees you - I can add to my list!!
E. Stanley Jones, The Way, published in 1956
Hi Dixie,
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, it's so great to have you back! I can assure you that your blog and comments have been sorely missed. But, if an absence from blogging and living more simply has made you feel better, then so be it. That said, I'm extremely grateful for your comment on my own blog and hope you stay in touch.
With very best wishes from your blogging pal,
David.
Good to hear from you once more. Simplicity is good, we tend to over complicate too many things in life.
ReplyDeleteBest wishes.
Thank you very much, David. It's always my honor to be considered your blogging pal. I'll be around to visit missed posts of yours.
ReplyDeleteTake care,
Dixie
Thank you Mike. I'm so hoping my complicating days are fewer. Meanwhile I really enjoyed your latest post. I'm so behind on reading from everyone's blogs.
ReplyDeleteTake care,
Dixie
Glad to have you back!
ReplyDeleteHi Dixie. I felt certain this day would come but.... My goodness I am shocked that thinking what to write causes you some anxiety! My contribution is to say don't be in 'bondage' to Blogging - it's not that important. Blog for fun, Blog whenever you want; monthly, weekly or even annually!
ReplyDeleteDo what I do - Blog for yourself- if others like it, then hooray but if no one visits you should still enjoy what you do. Every so often I take a month or so break and come back when I feel like it - no pressure.
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Fran, those orks are so creepy, but I mean that in a good way.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for visiting.
And I hope our friend, Loki, will be okay soon!
Gee bazza, you're so nice. Stop, you might actually give me more inspiration. I'll heed your advice, and thanks for that.
ReplyDeleteMeanwhile I must catch up on your "London Monopoly". Seems you're at the end?
An old vine has returned to life? Quick... find out how it does that and share your secret with me!
ReplyDeleteBlue Gumpster - you're too kind! Thank you for visiting me, and I apologize for not responding in a timely manner.
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