Stripping away the rose colored glasses of denial concerning my reality. Getting in touch with truth. Reaching out to others in empathy concerning their reality and their walk to truth.

Friday, January 16, 2009


There’s nothing I want to write about; could give a damn about anything this minute. Maybe I will the time you read this. But I refuse to delete it once I drop it in. Why because I do that so much that people now wait to make a comment after the post has been hanging up for two days. Really I cannot blame them either. I mean, you work to figure out the perfect comment and go back to place it and the damn post is gone. What’s that about?

It’s about a writer experiencing fear of losing my mind and not being able to get it out before I explode or implode. One makes a bigger mess, I guess.

I have no subject I want to write about so I’m rambling. If you don’t like it go some place else today because this is my moment of zaniness. I’ll come to your blogspot and read your zaniness.

I want to win. I want to win. I want to win. I am fighting with everything I’ve got. I will win. I will win. I will win. I will because I want to win. I was meant to win. I was meant to have a life that I love.

This week I will be designing my new life. Item by item. Step by step. Positive thought by positive thought. Layer upon layer of love.

I grew up alone. I don’t mind living alone. I would like to visit people occasionally. Occasionally someone might like to visit me. Life on life’s terms only happily living my life. You will see. I will write blogs and show photos of my new home. And you’ll say: “Remember when she wrote that strange rambling post about...”


  1. [I was meant to have a life that I love.]

    dc, a very thought provoking piece, and yes, you deserve a life that you love. Thank you for be a place to lean for me and I extend that back to you xx

  2. "A jewel shining through" it is I who offers thanks for the many times your words gave me peace and empathy. dixie

  3. Well, I don't see any 'blogstipation' here. Your blog is, in essence, a blog about not having anything to write about? Yet, you have very much so written a blog that is powerful. You have written a blog on transparency, you have not rambled on.
    Now then, I have put some effort into making this comment....oh no :-)

  4. Klahanie,
    Your effort is appreciated.
    Kind thought to you. dixie


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