Stripping away the rose colored glasses of denial concerning my reality. Getting in touch with truth. Reaching out to others in empathy concerning their reality and their walk to truth.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Don't know where...

I don’t know where this blog is headed. I just need to feel; but while I’m feeling I’m going to type out something so you won’t think I’ve forgotten how to blog.

I’m feeling things in hard measure right now. This doesn’t happen often but when it does I find that if I go with the flow, it ends sooner.

Hiding; yes I’m hiding in games I play on a site that leaves me alone… when I need to be alone. At the same time I want some friends to have a laugh, so I put up a stupid statement to get comments. I told them that I’d lost my brain. In reality my brain is shut down for repairs and sorting. Minimum energy is being used to pen this monstrosity. I’m okay with that and sincerely hope you are, though it’s not required of either of us.

We’re almost to the end of this blog. How do I know? I’m tired.

I want to return when I ‘feel’ better. I want to return to write something to make you smile.


  1. Dear Dixie,
    I knew that behind your statement on that site; that you meant it more than a bit of a laugh.
    Please take comfort in knowing that I am here as much or as little as you want.
    When you return to write something to make us smile and you smile; then the result will be a positive outcome for all that care for you and respect you.
    With kindness, Gary x

  2. Dear Gary,
    I'm grateful for your kindness,
    empathy and support, which touched my heart. Dixie x

  3. Hi Dixie;
    I can feel it in the cosmos that you haven't been feeling well. I'm sorry to hear that and hope that you will rally soon. I certainly understand the ebb and flow and how we can get stuck in the vortex. I too have come to a crossroads and am out the other side now. Thank God there is a light at the other end of the tunnel. Take care and all the time you need. I always smile when you write so I look forward to when you return.

  4. Thank you Heather. It's hard to 'contain' the vibes sent out. I'm hoping the light at the end of the tunnel is not a train! :]

  5. I found a comment you'd left me awhile back and wanted to pop back over to say hello. I'm so sorry to hear life is rough right now. The mere fact you have shared yourself is awesome and touching. Feel better soon :)

  6. Hi l.a.,
    Good to hear from you. I lost your link when my computer failed a year ago! I'm doing better; thanks for your comment.

    I love your blog! Congratulations on your awards; very well deserved.

    In kindness and respect,


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